|Subject:||A fucking fire.|
Not what you want to do at 5:30 in the morning. Who says being a night owl is bad, huh?
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Suddenly heard water in the courtyard being turned on (weird?), loud voices, wondered what all the shouting was about. Started to smell smoke. Rushed to my window & leaned out. Saw a young guy with a cap running out on our courtyard from right next door, saw fucking billowing black smoke overhead to the left, heard the unbelievably "precise" sound of lots of glass shattering. I swear I could see the windows being smashed in in my head & the single shards falling down.
The cap guy was coughing, yelling to another guy about how he'd gotten most of it. Now after the fact I'm guessing he meant the fire. What to do? An Eskimo was around on twitter, amilee, so I tweeted that I had to shut down. I woke my roomie, put lappy in a bag + stuff like wallet & cell phone (lord, I even thought to take the charger!) and to the sound of people pounding on doors of neighboring apartments we went downstairs. Berlin fire department is quick. Four trucks & ambulances awaited us. That's also where I saw Coughing Guy again, he seemed fine. After a few but long minutes a fireman came to us and told us we could go back up, since we weren't directly affected.
I hope everybody got out all right. If the smell is all that's staying for a few days I can live with that.
Geez. I'll drink the rest of my tea now & maybe make another cup, I don't know.
Thanks for snugglesession on twitter afterwards amilee & Mel!! god knows I needed that. <333333
Yours shaky, 31, Berlin.
quick but awesome update on the no-more-guy front: wheeee! we rocked this thing. or i did. it was so awesome.
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a real highlight in break up talks. or break off, we weren't together afer all.
of course i had thought about "the call" before (took place two days ago), but was surprised by my attitude during the actual talk. i v.much appreciate random tough!Inga appearances.
it's all good, a cleaner cut has never been made and we could still chat afterwards for a bit.
he was sent off into the sunset to clean up his mess.
had to push him a little before to do it, but i wanted to have it asap, have him talking. he thanked me & apologized several times. he sounded a little surprised as well.
we will talk again at some point. but not for a while. MESS REMOVED!
felt so good afterwards, couldn't believe the awesomeness of the reality.. heh.
*cuddles all around*
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what happened today? what??
oh, you know a certain guy, the OtherMarc as he was called before, did it again. fled the scene. the scene he had suggested for a nice meet-up, originally. yes, without a word, he fled.
again, he couldn't handle the emotions. i thought we were just in it for the sex, but apparently we really work too well together. is it too much sparkle?
he left the west coast, where i am currently stuck until tomorrow, and is back at the east coast. telling me after the fact. after i prodded him.
it amuses me. i left surprise, anger, sadness, frustration and anger behind. i really do feel for him. he is a friend. jeez, i've known him for 20 years.
*sigh* i don't feel too bad about this, i knew about his issues and i'm not in it too deep, emotionally, this time. but this weekend, officially, is not the best vacation i've had.
so, can we please tell the feelings-fairy to throw some cope mechanisms on the guy? he has to talk about this.
and again, i hope the friendship can once again make it. i do think it will, but seriously?
this is all very soap-esque sometimes.
|Subject:||freedom, i smell thee, so close, so close..|
|Music:||nervous moth against lamp|
OMG you guys. 12 hours exactly till i sign the lease for my new place. or rather, sublease. moving in with a former New Yorker? HELLO DESTINY!! :D so much awesome. shall write a more detailed version soon and how this came to be and why this rocks so much.
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but omg you guys, 12 hrs till i can start my move...... THIS FEELS SO FRICKIN' GOOD!! *runs around hugging everybody*
|Subject:||And then we said goodbye..|
|Music:||post-vuvuzela ringing in my ears|
...(for seven weeks) and while keeping his eyes firmly down, this irrepressable, sunny, knowing smile that seemed to come straight from his heart broke my heart, just a little..
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|Music:||voice in head says go to sleep|
OMG YOU ARE ALL CRAZY AND I LUBS YOU INDECENTLY. AND INSANELY. JUST HOW IT SHOULD BE HAHAHA! I SHALL NEVER BE AWAY FROM THE INTERNET ON MY B-DAY AGAIN! CUDDLES AND NOSERUBS AROUND! YOU ARE ALL FANTASTICALLY AWESOME :D *squishes to bosom*
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Hello, my name is Inga and I am insane.
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In a clearly healthy and recommendable way. *cue cheering kids*
Also, I want to say that I have become subjected to peer pressure, that I now , finally, "decided" to embrace. And or let crack me. That is my statement and I stand by it.
So, here we go.